Sunday, November 21, 2010
1:58 AM}
Its been a very long time i didnt update my blog.Sowie to u guys for keep asking me to update.I think now its the right time to update so u guys will know hows my life recently:)Recently,i have alot of challenges that i have to face with in my life.Whether it did gave me sad,happy,scared,nervous,excited.But thanx to Allah,i can face it by myself.But nowadays i love to think and keep wondering hows my life and hows everything going on.
Theres these girl whose a fren of my fren.My fren asked me to make frens with her and make her happy and make her moving on with her life.After few days contacting with her,i learnt alot of things from her.I learnt to be more serious in life,be more patience and alot of praying stuff.Till one day,i didnt know why i confess her with my feelings.I know its too early for me to say it but thats how i feel.I was so stupid to confess her,seriously.Bodoh kan nie Abdillah! With her,im happy and each day im trying to make her happy and keep her moving on.But after i confess,things changed.We are not used to be like last time where we always texting and calling each other.Its alrite cz i know u are kekok after i confess to u.But since u are really not ready,i chose to be close fren with u.But im sure,till now u are still kekok and u decided not to share yr problems with me,like we used to be:)
I always wonder,y guys have to hurt girls feeling?If they cant take good care of them,why dont they just gave it to me?I seriously want a girl and really serious in life now yet some guys ask for breakup and ask some bullshit stuff..I've been single for 2years and its really boring life as theres no partner for me that can always be by myside.If i love that someone,i really mean it and really care about them.I wonder,if a girl cant believe in relationship again,why not they try it again and look for someone who is really serious in relationship? For now,i can only pray to Allah so that my doa will be accept.Insyaallah,amin:)
And every solat,i prayed about u and Puteri:D
To forget about someone,we have to move on with another one.Cz we really cant forget about the past.This is life,we have to keep moving on and try any obstacles that we are facing with.Im looking forward for u to accept me.But i know already,u will still reject cz thats my life.No one wants me,seriously:) I can accept if u did go for someone and i will just try to move on...
U did said if theres something to make me happy,u will fulfill it.If i want u,what will u say?
All these while,theres always no chance for me in relationship,if Allah give me a chance to fall for u,i hope this is also a chance for me to have u.
Jika dia benar milikku,dekatlah hatinya denagn ku,
Jika dia bukan milikku,tenangkan lah aku dengan ketentuanmu.
To teachers and frens,this is my latest life.Its a cool life with alot of stuff happening.Dn worry,i will always sabar,tawakal and accept everythings that happen to me.Doakan hope that my wish will come true.Amin! :)
Insyaallah,i will update in few weeks time:)
Sunday, March 21, 2010
1:22 AM}
On 210310YEAH!!Holiday dah start... :D
Many plans for this 3weeks holidays.But the problem is,its hard for me to find a job.I really need a job and money peeps.Help me out!! :(
I cant make a long post for now.Im quite busy..Just short and sweet,i dont know what to say...
Thats all peeps...
(fly like a butterfly...)
Wednesday, March 17, 2010
7:28 PM}
On 180310BOOOOO!!!Hehehe:)
WooHoo...At last i had a chance to update my blog.Phew...
Amalia,it alright lah u wanna post my blog.Cz im too busy to update that often.Plus my comp haven't been fixed yet,so it alright,u can post as much as u wan in my blog lerhs..Hehe:) If you have problem or need to be shared,just call me kae? :D
My life was GREAT!!Everythings doing well now...
Today was quite bored.Reached skewl by 50mins late.When i went to the class,my group only about 2people came and the wheres the rest?Boring seh less people came...
Hiax....
After skewl,gonna have an outing with Wanie.Insyaallah jadi nari.AMIN!!! :)
Hehehe...
Kla,i gtg now.Hope will update soon.
(im new and im green)
Sunday, March 14, 2010
3:24 AM}
Hello semuee! Amalia disini! Hehe! Didie! maaf eh kalau tak bilang permission t go in t your blog? hehe! Hoping you t read this tau! I MISS YOU SO MUCH! Heheh! My phones w mummy lerhs. When nak meet ney? heh heh! Just blogging here cause am bored! hehe! Da lame tau tak dengar khabar. How're you eh? Doing great there? Me doing kinda fine. Im sure you knew th story about whut happened. Okay laa. Idk whut ta type. I'll end here, alright? ((:
Iloveyou bro!
Babyykecyk`
[Things won't be th same as before]
Saturday, March 13, 2010
10:06 AM}
On 14March 2010
At last,this is my chance to update my blog.Thanx to Syamim for letting me borrowing his laptop for a night.Hehehe!! :)
Yesterday,aun came to my house.But eventually,i had to go doing my project with Syamim and Azlin at National Library.Azlin and i had to design a bus-stop as we are assigned by our leader,Syamim, to design.So,we used Syamim's laptop to design the bus stop.It took 2hours to complete the structure.But everything ends at around 7.30pm.Azlin went back with his girl at about 5pm.Then,at around 6pm,Syamims fren,Ain came.After done,took my dinner with them.Had a great chat with this girl although i just knew her.And she reminds me of Hamimah.Cz this girl's attitude exactly like my ex.Very cheerful to the max seh..Along the line,Syamim did get jealous cz i always talked to her.But Ain and Syamim actually fren.So yeah,anything can happen what.But im trying my best to just be frens with every girls.I dont wanna fall in love for now,maybe...
After dinner,lepaking outside the cinema at Bugis Junction with them.We watched this video"Keramat the movie".You all go watch lah,best to the core beb!!
Lepaking till 11pm.Then Syamim send her home...
Errr,tomorrow mum gonna go to Malaysia with adiks.Only bro and i will be at home.But lucky im going gym with syamim tmr.Rather than staying at home,so boring seh...
To me,nowadays is not like last time.Many people wanna mute themselves.I dont know why,but hopefully they will realised that along the line,i did remembered and thinks about them...
Next tuesday and thursday is my online test.Insyaallah will score with flying colours.Amin....
Hrmmm,thats all for now.. :)
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Wednesday, March 3, 2010
8:30 PM}
On 040310It's Thursday today.Didnt expect to have a boring day in the first place..
Reached skewl at about 8.40am just now.Only a few of my classmates came and the rest didnt come.Almost like 10students came.And wheres the rest??...
From 9am till 12noon,i didnt learned anything.The Class Advisor came but he was the type which dont teach us that much.So,i did slept for a while...
Now,in the library with shahid.We lepaking here for our lunch.After this gonna have lesson which we have to reassemble the pump and then have to fix it back.Hrmmmm,actually,i've no mood today.All because most of my frens fdidnt come...Boring.....
Now,my life nowadays quite okay..Did have some problems but trying to not concentrate about it.Now,im gonna think about my upcoming exams which is in 2weeks time.Then,insyaallah gonna work,kalau dapat keje...
Anyone wanna go out with me during my March holidays?Better tell me quickly tau...
Cause,im freaking bored at home.Alahaiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii....
Thats all for now.Hope to update in 2weeks time...
To you:(dont wanna talk about 9March cause everything is gone.Do bring your own life to the right way cause im not gonna be in your life anymore.You had thrown me away.Dont hope to have me back as your funny,joker and cheerful person.Everything is gone,spentong)
To you:(better studyhard and dont bring yourself to the wrong side.Remember,although you dont come from a good family,but do know that everyone still care about you.Whatever i did help you,dont repay it back.Im ihklas to help you,anak Rubiah)
Tuesday, February 16, 2010
12:37 AM}
On 160210
Hello guys!!! :D
It's me,DIDIE..Im currently using kimmy's lappy now.Hrmmm,now,im studying with kimyy and chucky after long time of not having an outing with them...
Last time,i always used to be busy of girls..But now,things changed.I already tried myself to make all things good but it seems like nothing changed.I'm helping but still,you dont wanna my help.I tried to always contact you,but still,you dont wanna reply back..So what my next move?
Hrmmmm...
Recently,i've been contact to a new friend named Wanie.Im contacting with her cause she really need my helpl now.Shes not a stranger to me cause she's Syamim ex and Kimmy's fren when he was in madrasah..Both of us are in the same situation..Both of us had been hurt by our love ones.Now,we are supporting each other and trying to move on..But i just realised one thing from a girl,they are easily followed what their heart said...
Hrmmmm,tomorrow skewl starts..And im having fever,runny nose and cough.Feel like dont wanna go to skewl but i have to...
Thats all for now,peeps...
(dont ever use that imy word at me cause theres no sign that you really miss me.if you really are,you should have msg me and not just waiting for me to msg you.i know you had changed,so be it.if you want to be in this way,then just be it.you are big enough to takecare of yourself)
